my life.story

2007-05-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

www.xanga.com/mahguishu

2007-05-04T03:54:00.000+08:00

know what?

i dreamt of myself flying to japan for holidays!

oh my, when does that gonna happen to me~

haha.. so cool of me dreaming that i went to japan! hees

2007-05-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

pictures taken on Hai Lun's Birthday

dex

my new hairstyle, center parting! LOLS
i love it!

what about this hairstyle??

i'm so so so tired now, good nites!

2007-04-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

while my friends went clubbing,
Julie and her friend, Sharon and me went KTV~
hees, we sang from 12am to 6am!!
lucky my throat seems fine to me now..
Haha..

after singing, Julie and me took train back, save money la~
took train from Somerset, i sit next to a primary school boy & doing his homework..
quite a clever boy, i saw him doing simple question of comprehension..
and when he accidentally lightly hit me with his file while he keep his papers,
he looked at me with his 'wake up look' and say sorry..
i just smile back..
notice him all the way till he alight at bedok..
the distance he need to travel, he must wake up very early in the morning in order not to be late for school..

if it was for me...
i think i cannot la~ hehe

reach simei, saw changkat changi(my former secondary school) students wearing their class t-shirt with '2N3 2007'..
i wake Julie up and look at their t-shirt..
i said to her ' you see, when we were in class 2N3 was in 2002! 5 years ago~'
die la, old old old le~

they are having their sport and field meet? correct?
haha~
seeing our former school uniform & logo have changed, Julie reaction was ' huh, lucky i was out of that school early'

cam-whoring session!!

TATA!

2007-04-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

school's starts for about one week plus..
lots of things to learn~

so i also mus study hard lo~

see! told ya i'm a hardworking girl!

photos taken by: charlotte

hey~ don't disturb me while i'm studying~

i'm doing great now~
just that i need MONEY~

2007-04-19T06:00:00.000+08:00

Mcdull and the tur tur is so cute lor.. haha
so tiny lil tur tur..
DOCTOR
LAWYER
CEO=CHIEF EXECUTIVE OFFICER
haha, tur tur wanna be cappuccino.. so funny..

Mcdull is so adorable lor! haha, he is so naive~
poor thing
funny is his mum bought the goldfish look like him.. hees

now i'm so so so crazy bout those lil cute things..
i'm mad bout doraemon
i'm mad bout cinnamoroll
i'm mad bout everything that is in pink colour
i'm mad bout Mcdull
help

WHATEVER is CUTE, ADORABLE and i LOVE it..

2007-04-19T04:30:00.000+08:00

time is 4.30am and i can't sleep!
i still got school later at 8am..
but so lucky that Friday i do not have to go school

have not been school for the past three days~
was so tired on the first day of school so i didn't attend school..
Julie and Eden the day before told me they wanna go Sentosa
but before going Sentosa i starting to have fever le..
told julie i having fever she don't believe

anyway, i also call my mum to go along~ HAHA!
we reach Sentosa around 7 plus..
the sky is getting dark~
wanna know where we went?

haha, we went to siloso beach
there's a cafe called 'cafe del mar'
WOO~
i can tell you the place is DAMN relaxing~
but is better for couples to go..
they got those bed on the beach where you can lay down and see stars..
oh how romantic!
they also got swimming pool~

we went in to eat!
is quite expensive lor~
but lucky is julie and eden lor!
they no need pay~
hees, big hugs to my mum~
she also really took care of me when i am sick.

after relaxing at cafe del mar, Eden and Julie fetch me and my mum home..
BUT i wanna say sorry la, i really not feeling very well..
i'm a sick person who needs to be at home and rest de ma..

so when i reach home, i never even remove my make up & i just sleep~
cover myself with blanket, i can feel my body is super HOT!
hours later...
Julie, Eden & Jane company me to see doctor & get myself 2 days MC..
the doctor is so kind! haha

he said: do you need MC?
i replied: ya
Doctor: ok, i give you today MC
Serene: ok
stop for 3 secs
Doctor: i give you one more days extra for you to rest..

i'll be seeing him later on~ so anticipating..

2007-04-11T03:14:00.000+08:00

ok..
guess you all wanna know wat problem i'm settling..
yeah, it's my relationship!

dun wanna elaborate but it's fine now!
jus hope he'll change..
i still love him la~

tomorrow is my class chalet!
YIPEE~
can have fun with my classmates..
so i'll be missing for days again~
hees..

let me see got wat pictures to upload..
that's all~
haha! goody night!

2007-04-07T02:26:00.000+08:00

i'm so so so vexed..

i need a guy who is stable, matured and understanding..
how i wish i can get a perfect boyfriend~

i'm so tired when i start my job..
this new job is not bad la..
quite flexible~

i've got things to blog~
but now still settling this problem..
blog tomorrow then~

GOOD NIGHTS!!

2007-04-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

the otters are so adorable!
they held hands when they were sleeping..
the last part was so heart-warming!
aw~

2007-04-02T06:02:00.000+08:00

tigger and julie..

tigger and me, julie use 2 dollar to catch tat.. WOO

i was so so tired on wednesday~
i met up with Julie and went bugis..
Julie's sick..
window shopping all the way~
and we went to eat sakae sushi..
then went clubbing..
i don't have the mood to club..
cause i haven sleep for the day!
after clubbing, left about 2 am..
eden's driving, jackie and jane coming to meet us too..

eden brought us to LIM CHU KANG cemetery!!!
AHH i hate them..
the place is so dark..
okok, i didn't get to see anything..
i also don't want to see anything..
reach home was about 5am plus..

i get to sleep for few hours
cause i need to company my auntie to Singapore Eye Center..
i can tell you there's a very handsome doctor in the hospital..
omg.. is super handsome!
i wanna be a nurse now~ hees..

i stayed at my ah ma for the past two days..
stayed at her house, i no need to scared i got no food to eat..
cause she'll cook breakfast, lunch & dinner without fail..
at her house i get to watch SCV..
haha..
she also asked me to company her to a wedding dinner..
so went with her , uncles and aunties..
to my surprise, the couple is around my age.. (my ah ma knew the father aka her god-son)
and the groom look familiar to me..
whatever~from the left: my ah ma, dunno who, the groom's father, my uncle

saturday~ was suppose to meet 3pm for our picnic..
and when everybody was ready..
all we wait for is eden and his rented car..
lucky we never wait for him..
if we waited for him, we'll start our picnic at 8PM!!
not successful at all~

also went clubbing on that nite..
i was super tired and no mood to dance..

but still..
wish everyone,

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

2007-03-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

LAST
1. You hung out with?
-with my tv~ haha

2. You texted?
-julie

3. You were in a car with?
-eden, julie & jane

4. Went to the movies with?
-dex, jane, julie, thomas, we watched MR BEAN~ *bean*

5. Went to the mall with?
-can't remember

6. You talked on the phone to?
-julie

7. Made you Laugh?
-my tv~
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WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
-nah no thanks..

2. Be serious or be funny?
-do the right thing at the right time~

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
-whole, cuz i need fats!

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
-omg~ shot ba

5. Spend time with your parents or
your enemies?
-parent of cuz..
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
- moon but i wanna choose stars can?

2. Winter or Fall?
-winter!

3. Left or right?
-right

4. Sunny or rainy?
-sunny

6. Where do you live?
-tampines

7. How many kids do you want?
-2 but if can,more~ lols

8. Do you want to get married?
-yea =D

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
-twirl it, twirl it..

10. Have you ever eaten S.P.A.M
-????

12. How many kinds of cereal are in
your cabinet?
-none

13. Do you cook
-yesh! i love cooking

14. Current mood?
-steady~
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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
-kissed my tur tur

2. Sang?
-yea

3. Been hugged?
-nope =( only tur tur got hugged

4. Felt stupid?
-nope

5. Missed someone?
-nope

6. Danced crazy?
-nope

7. Cried?
-nope

8. Lied?
-i think got, but think was a small lie..

9. Loved someone you can't have?
-nope..

sians.. finish watching my 'the magician of love'
the show got so many pretty girls and handsome guys~
how i wish i can have a love like them~*wishing
in the show their love is SO sweet..
hais.. just wish guys can be just like those guys in the show!
i mean good guys~

2007-03-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

still an owl~

haven got a job yet, but still finding.. HAHA
nowadays keep watching VCD (Magician Of Love) ai qing mo fa shi~
so boring la..
keep sleeping till like there's no tomorrow..
sians~

2007-03-20T05:55:00.000+08:00

i'm an owl now...

went out to meet my friends in the night,came home to sleep during the morning..
woke up in the evening and out again!
omg..

went to Dex's Passing Out Parade~ CONGRATS
been out ktv-ing with Dex, Jane, Julie and Dex's camp mates~
almost everyday to Seletar Dam there to slack and see people racing with GuanWei & Ze Sheng~
also went to east coast park test drive..
and today i went to cosy bay to slack & taking photos with Jane, Jackie, Dex, Julie & Eden~
woo hoo~ i'm quite steady in driving le!!
YIPEE!
hees..

cam-whoring during KTV session

early in the morning after KTV, we went to seletar dam..
as you can see Julie is going to vomit!

looks like kampong days~

CONGRATS~

i'm attached but i feel i'm single....

2007-03-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

tomorrow i'll be going to find job with my long lost playmate LOL
good luck to us!

is a boring day for me! stayed at home all day long..
i'm feeling sleepy the whole day..
was browsing my album
so i'll let the pictures do the talking~

DS.5.13

Ting, Eden, Julie, Serene & Jane

Phuture after Genting Trip~

before going into the Haunted Apartment..

did you know Guinness actually got white color ??

that's my turtur

& i'm kissing my bunny
girls at waiting bar.
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erm.. dex! LOLS

2007-03-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!

WOO HOO~

but good luck to those having their last paper!

i'm so VEX now!
i need a job urgently..
can someone intro jobs to me? pls..

i need money for traveling
and money for concert..

Jacky Cheung's Concert is this coming July!!
I WANNA WATCH!!
it's 200 bucks~

therefore i NEED a job URGENTLY!

2007-03-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch this show..!!
watch the trailer is so so touching le..
aw..
if were to watch the movie, gotta bring lotsa of tissues le..
i hate the man who hit the dog!!

2007-03-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

OUTDOOR THEME PARK- DAY 2

ting, julie, serene & jane

can you see jane??

me~

julie and jane ready for their space shot~ bye..

ting & me

childhood time!
can someone put coin so that it can move!!?

hello?

me & jane

4 imitation of energizer.. LOL

stupid!

super hungry, at sushi king..

it's bowling time~

xiao ding dang~

HOME SWEET HOME!
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ta da~ HAHA

END OF GENTING TRIP~~

2007-03-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

IN THE BUS..

eden in da bus~that's my bunny~2 Js = Jane and Julie~our 1st pit-stop~3 hungry pigs... and a wolf~

RIPLEY'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT~

wild boartwo-headed chick

playing with mirrors

the blue face man!AHH!
the chair is for the tallest man in the world..

Julie with her torturing chair
Julie emo-ing~

Eden in da lock-up~

3 girls got lock-up.. but i still look happy! LOL..

SLACKING DURING THE 1ST NIGHT..to be continued.......

2007-03-05T18:04:00.001+08:00

I'M BACK from Genting..
went there with Jane, Julie, Ting & Eden..( bunny and tur tur went there too~ lols)
took 7 hours of the bus journey to Genting..
on the way Julie and Eden was sleeping~
left me, Ting and Jane having girl's talk~
bus was super duper cold!

reach the hotel, checked in bout 2pm plus..
i shared room with julie~
Ting and Jane shared one room..
eden have his own room~
our rooms was next to each other...

we bathed and went to eat at pizza hut..
their attitude is SUCKS!!
but we were super hungry..
ate everything on the table..
foods i mean.. LOL
after eating, we head to the haunted apartment and the Ripley's Believe A Not..
the haunted apartment was so so erm.. SCARY!
went in was keep scaring by those make up ghost~
i didn't get to see anything cuz i keep my eyes down on the floor.. （　´∀｀）
screaming was what i do..
Julie was actually scaring those make up ghost..~
finally went out of that idiot place and went to the Ripley's Believe A Not..

Ripley's Believe A Not have lots of amazing things..
took lots of pictures in there..
we sat on the tallest man in the world's chair..
also sat on so called the lucky chair..
bla bla bla~ (photos below)

we went to Snow world~
was super cold inside..
mouth was blowing smoke, nose was hurting..
too bad we can't take photo ourself inside..
playing snow fight haha..

then went to look for my mum!
she's at Genting too..
then went back to our room..
rest for a while and we went to eat with my mum..
i ate spaghetti, YUMMY! very nice, but the portion is small..
bought wan ton mee shared with Ting and Jane..
my mum brought us around..
slacking all the way~

back to our room!
Jane and Ting move to our room and sleep with us..
they complain that their room was eerie~
so we slept together..
Ting and Julie was fighting for the tur tur..
haha..

we woke up quite late the next day..
we faster prepare and went to eat at MarryBrown..
bought tickets to the outdoor theme park..
so exciting~ love corkscrew to the MAX..
funny parts was we played the bumper boat..
our plan was to condemn Jane..
then suddenly Jane said it's drizzling, BYE BYE~
i tot it's gonna be drizzling only..
seconds later it's raining heavily le..
freaking suay lor!
ting , eden and me was wet lor..
arghs.. freezing to death man~

we faster went back to hotel and change clothings..
then Ting and i went to relax, we were having de-stress eye treatment..!
pampering ourself~ wee
went up to room and call the three lil pigs to wake up..
ate at sushi king!
then we bought ourself facial mask..

we also went to arcade there to waste time..
Ting win herself 3 lil teddy bears and Eden got himself a clock~ whaha
Julie, Jane and me went to play Flinestone's memory match..
haha.. super fun~

was last day at Genting, so we sat at starbuck and chit chat all the way~
enjoying the last moments at Genting..
hees..

our phone was so peaceful!
so quiet~
that's where we can get together~~ hees

i'll upload pictures at my next entry~

2007-03-01T05:18:00.000+08:00

time is 5.20am!

yea, on my way to GENTING~

see ya~

2007-02-28T02:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KINO!!

guess he's 6 years old le ba..?
hahas..

2007-02-24T05:43:00.000+08:00

PART 1( they are really soo cute!)

PART 2

PART 3

Part 4( i do really cry )

2007-02-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

on the eve of new year, after my reunion dinner with my family.. i went out with DEX, JULIE & JANE for our movie! we waited for each other at DEX's house, that took bus to orchard cineleisure to watch 'Protégé'
a nice show i said! but i don't know why DEX can fall asleep during the show..
this show reveals the ways of drug traffickers and the fate of most drug users..
show is nice, got so many handsome guys to see..

day 1, woke up at 1pm plus.. get ready to go my ah gong house at tampines..
reached his house bout 4pm plus..
my mum bought two packet of cigarette for him..
funny things is when he smokes he needs to wear a sunglass so not to let the smoke irritates his eyes..
such a waste i never took a picture of it!

i went off early with my younger brother, waiting downstairs for my uncle to drive me to my ah ma house..
reached there, guess wat?
haha, my malays relatives..
still get red packet from them!~ LA LA LA
seen them once a year..

last place, to my another ah ma house which i always go to..
haha, spotlight is not me but my younger brother...
cause he got piercing on his mouth, and those uncles and auntie you know la..
keep nagging, why you pierce at your mouth! not healthy la! very nice meh!? bla bla bla..
ah ma super fierce!
she said to him: ni bu guai de la, hai shi jie jie bi jiao guai!
haha! in english, you very naughty! sister is much more discipline!
woo wooo wooo!! BHB!
but it's true!

met DEX & JULIE and we watched 'Twins Mission'
not very nice but still got some funny parts..
after show, went to eden house play blackjack!
lost quite alot lor!

day 2, went to my mum's auntie side..
most people there were gambling..
was quite boring over there..
can't wait to get out of there..
time's up!
say goodbye and head to my ah ma house..
that's was around 8pm..
my auntie keep pressing me where am i~!!
reach the doorstep, ah gong was out there talking with his frens..
the doorstep is FULL of shoes!! i was like WA~
haha.. stunned! when i step into the house..
FULL of people there.. i can't even see my ah ma, but can hear her voice..
i dun really know the people there..
guess they dun know me..
they'll know when my ah ma say, she is the one, the lil girl i took care when she's a baby..
they like oo oo oo!
and WORST! i go around saying happy new year and shake each and SINGLE of them!
super paiseh!
my uncle did count people who went there.. 41 excluding me and my ah ma's family member..
that's alot.. all squeezing into a 4 room flat!

funny part is after all of them left, i took out my red packet and say to my ah ma..
my red packet today so little only..
she say how come so little? jus now so many people you got how many?
i say got two or three only lor..
she HUH super loud!!!
haha~

i miss my ah ma now!

2007-02-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

RANDOM PICTURES!

(CNY)

(^^)vCUTE lil DARREN!

SERENE & DEX

SERENE IN DA BUS~

waiting for our show to start!

2007-02-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
let's welcome the year of pig!
my mum bought those piggies fish cakes..
so cute~

that's my mum! hees..

just finish eating my reunion dinner with my mum and brothers~
the feeling is indescribable..
have you all eaten your reunion dinner??
hees..

now i'm gonna get ready to meet my friends!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!

2007-02-14T03:57:00.000+08:00

think i'm gonna be lonely this valentine day!
got boyfriend like i dun have one~ hais

i dun have the feeling of going back to school..
i wanna work~
i also want a certificate so that i can go find better jobs..
AHH!
how!?????

2007-02-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

baking time again! hees..
this time i won't be alone doing pineapple tarts~
Jane & Julie came over to my house..
Julie was in my room using my computer..
Jane was making pineapple tarts with me..
used bout 3 hours plus to bake two boxes of the tarts!!

let's see the tarts we made..!

BEFORE BAKING~

getting ready to bake!

serene mah made those piggies!

my 3 lil piggies.. hees

jane's fierce doggy VS my cute lil piggy

CLOSER LOOK!!

front view!

chocolate horns piggies.. lols

BUT..
AFTER BAKING!

dunno why the face become SO black?

look like they got beaten by those pineapple tarts when baking in the oven..
hahas..

2007-02-10T04:28:00.001+08:00

i love this song to the MAX~

2007-02-09T03:16:00.000+08:00

the three J's just went backe, Julie, Jane & Jackie~
played mahjong! haha.. i won 14 bucks~
BIG THANKS to the three J's for celebrating my lil brother's birthday!

early afternoon, i met jane and went to bugis SHOPPING!!
i bought necklaces, earrings, 2 bottoms, shampoo & conditioner, FANCL facial foam, eye curler...
think still got some more.. ya! a bra too.. lols..

spent about 150 bucks.. hmm, quite good le la, so many things at this price.. lols

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERVIN MAH!

2007-02-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

didn't went school today.. hees BAD girl!
didn't went to work today also.. BAD BAD girl!!
dunno why these few days my eyes is irritating me.. make my eyes so red and sore..

so i stayed at home do BAKING!! yea

i did lots of pineapple tart for CNY..
hees.. use 5 hours!! lols..
was thinking if i can make and sell?!
then got money!
haha.. now my lil pineapple tart are in the baking oven and use the time to blog..

my cutie lil pineapple tart!

they look like sausages? or bread? or? lols

2007-01-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

SHE CONCERT~(PART 2)more of fei lun hai..S.H.E singing 'shi mian mai fu'ella with her blue bear..selina with her pink bear..and my pretty hebe with her yellow bear..
S.H.E

2007-01-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

i think i am mad about S.H.E and Fei Lun Hai~
Saturday went to S.H.E concert and
today i went for Hana Kimi OST autograph session..
went to the autograph session at Tampines Mall with Charlotte and her friend, Yanling..
last minute went to buy the album and the album will belong to Julie~
Never mind, jus wanna see that handsome guy, WU ZUN! hees
we joined the queue bout 5 plus..
we start from first storey to the fourth storey, lots of people queuing up..
we were so far away from the stage..
heard those people say they will autograph till 9.30pm..

but luckily 8.30pm we got our autograph.. heesme & charlotte

AHHH!!!
I'M FALLING FOR WU ZUN
LOVE HIM TO THE MAX~
he shook my hand with his firm hand! AHH!
my heart melts~ super happy!

(i still got more photo taken of him, think i'll upload it this week)

heard news from FM933 that actress from taiwan, Xu Wei Lun, a pretty and lovely lady..
she had a fatal accident and died after two days in hospital..
so sad..

RIP..RIP~

2007-01-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

S.H.E-Xin Guang

Selina's Sexy Dance~Wee u Wee..

S.H.E- Zhen Me Ban (their action very cute~)

2007-01-28T05:08:00.000+08:00

YEA!
SHE CONCERT~(PART 1)
(took zillions pictures of them, but very hard to upload all of them.. took videos also but too
large and i dunno how to upload! help)

Julie & me sitting at the premier entrance but the view is a bit sucks la.. lols
cause when the concert's start, everyone is standing up and i'm a shorty!
our view when seats are not fully filled..yep! waiting for this moment very long le.. everyone is standing up!! AWW~ S.H.E! they sang 'Lian Ren Wei Man' and those continuous fast songs like 'Bu Xiang Zhang Da' and 'REMEMBER'Ella Drum Solo~ CUTE!!
Selina
Ella
PRETTY HEBE S.H.ESelina's Dance Solo~ SEXY!! took video of it, teach me how to upload??
SEXY POSES4 hunks (fei lun hai) & pretty HEBE! guest of S.H.E concert.. they sang 'Ai Dao' & 'Chao Xi Huan Ni'

time is 6am now.. zZzZz~

2007-01-26T16:37:00.001+08:00

yes! tomoro is S.H.E concert..
so anticipating! lols
i'll try to capture some photos and upload in my blog..

hees.. think i'll have a mahjong session later with Jane, Julie & dunno who..
short of one player! anyone??

I LOVE PANDA!!
they are super cute and adorable..
so conserve the world! do your part.. lols..

hmm?

woo.. i'm falling!

this is my newborn baby.. cute ma?

dun be scared! i'm coming up..

so sweet..

i'm having a lil check up~

u looking at me?

have a good night sleep!

aw.. it is cold?newborn panda!sleeping soundly eh? look at those ears.. hees

got this funny picture.. mama and baby..

lovely eyes!

2007-01-23T02:06:00.000+08:00

went z0uk with Julie, Dex & his camp mates..
happily clubbin!
Bla Bla Bla~

me in the cab going home~

seriously, do i look fierce in this picture??
lols..

2007-01-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

4 hours of accounting lesson!!
Jessica and me decided to be late for that lesson..
reach school bus stop.. Jessica & Alvin wanted to have a puff..
me, the passive smoker waited for them to smoke finish.. (kaiming also got smoke also! even though today he never smoke doesn't mean he's a passive smoker.. )

while still they are smoking, my stomach is grumbling..
so i asked them wanna go eat, dun go for lesson.. (how bad am i)

lols, all is okay with it..
and we thought of after finish our meal, we'll go library and revise our accounting..
cause our exams are near..
so we decided to go to our locker and get our ledger paper etc..
who knows!! after taking our thingy, turn around~

*stunned..
miss tan saw us!
she stood there, looking at us..
( she didn't scold us, she's a good teacher! she just lovee to nag us )
arrr.. holding ledger paper in our hands..
wat to do? bluff her that we are on our way to her class~~..
no meal till 2 hours later..
doing account with empty stomach..

2007-01-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

Recipe For A Successful Life

ingredients:
1 cup of consideration
1 cup of courtesy
1 cup of contentment

A generous dash of co-operation

2 cups of creativity
2 cups of charity
2 cups of compliments
1 cup of encouragement
1 cup of blindness of other faults
1 large or several small hobbies
1 reasonable budget
1 teaspoon of 'thank you'
1 teaspoon of 'i am sorry'

Methods:
mix ALL together with HAPPY mood!!

there you go!

2007-01-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

mahjong session continuously for two days.. (to some people maybe is not big deal to you but to me..yea )

first day was with Julie, Jane and Xiao Hei (Julie's Bf)..
Everybody won except Jane, She lost about $30 plus..

i mention bout going to zoo right? know what?
we didn't went there due to the weather!! AH!! it's raining heavily..
never mind, still got chance to go..

so we change our schedule for the day..
tot of going to ice-skating, snow city and nice gourmet to eat in Singapore..
but dunno where to find and go..
then end up at Orchard.. lols..
Dex, Julie, Jane and me watched midnight show "Kung Fu Mahjong 3, the final duel"..
the show is bout mahjong..
very humorous and it really help a lil bit in mahjong.. cause i tried that!! lols..
i watched the part one and part two.. learn lil bit from there too.. lols...
i dunno if i should recommend you to watch cause this show is humorous to me..
not sure if it's funny to you anot.. i not very good in recommendation..

after show, i've got home and my elder brother friends was at my house too..
my elder brother knew i played mahjong last night with my friends..
so he asked me i wanna play anot?
OK!
lols.. played till 8am in the morning! (cause we start at 5am)
anyway i win lots from them..
hehe.. and i told them i needa sleep cause i need to work later..

i'll stop here.. need to RUSH to work le..

me and jane looking at those capsule machine, dunno which one should we "tong"

haha, we took neoprints!

2007-01-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

it was second day of school and my locker(shared with Jessica) has been tampered by placing another lock to my locker!!
got so piss off cause our books are inside, lucky that teacher didn't need the books..
called Mrs Dion and tell her bout it..
waste our time and to get the locker thingy done..
but Dion say tomoro then get the in charge to help us..
really super moodless yesterday!

and today went for Dion's lesson and Jessica followed Dion to get the locker done..
minutes later Jessica came back to the class and told us it was Alvin who put the lock at our locker..

got so many locker why put ours?
you dun want the lock can throw away!
stupid prank you've played!

I'm so excited this coming Friday!
going to zoo and night safari with Dex, Julie, Jane and Eden! *hees..

S.H.E concert countdown to 17 days! yea..

and WHEN AM I GOING TO REGISTER MY DRIVING LICENSE!!??

2007-01-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

school reopens with new batch of students, make me feel that i'm older! omg..
i wanna stop growing pls..

anyway, woke up late today didn't get to attend Entrepreneur classes..
jus attended Business lesson, skipped Accounting and went for lunch with Jessica and Zhi Xiang..
Thomas came later.. we went to Tampines Mall, i bought S.H.E ticket!! yea, going with Julie!

then went library with them, and i read a book and saw a sentence saying..
"Love is nothing but possessive thinking.." TRUE!
like when you are shopping and you saw a pair of shoe you love it so much, the next thing is you wanna have it. so you bought it, and it's yours and vice versa

saw this drawer at ikea.. can anyone buy it for me!??

recently i 'adopted' this baby! hees.. isn't this baby adorable! *smoochies!

2007-01-07T14:39:00.000+08:00

yea, my job makes me happy but tired, nvm.. love it!
everything went smoothly!
ytd went out with Julie, Dex And Jane..
jane and me bought a pair shoes at Tinkerbelle.. =D
and we went in to More Than Words and see so many tur tur gathering together.. hees
then we went kboxing..
keep taking pictures, shouting at each other, and throwing tid-bits haha... ops!
were singing till 2am..

school's starting tomoro le.. see my friends again! miss my jessica! hees..

oh ya, i'm going to register my driving license soon.. anyone willing to sponsor me?? i'm broke! hees..

2007-01-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

first,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JULIE!
second,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE..

ytd (30 dec 2006) went to z0uk to celebrate Julie's birthday, there were so lil people..
no squeezing needed at all! yea.. but no fun at all..
we were there sitting down playing 5-10 game and taking pictures..

Some more Phuture was not R&B.. *sians!

Julie's gonna vomit!!

me and the botak head dex..

me with birthday girl!

me, julie, eden

(31 dec 2006) was so so happy today.. cause my idol came to my cafe and eat..
yea.. was so embarrassed cause i was sweeping the floor when he came in..
and Anthony was talking loudly in front of him saying
"your idol is here, wanna take his autograph?"
*stunned.. he sure have heard it!! but he acted nothing and continue looking at the menu!
oh my god.. heart was beating fast!
get to make latte for my idol! so honoured..
when he was gonna leave, one of my colleague actually tell him that i wanna take picture with him..
yea i really wanna take picture with him but really very embarrassed..
~he's a gentleman!! he knows i'm super embarrassed..
and he actually asked me "may i take a picture with you?"
*so sweet of him.. yea and shake hand with him*happy new year..

wanna know whose my idol? hees

yea, it's tay ping hui! hees..

after work, we went to Banquet to have dinner.. a fast dinner! cause we need to rush to take cable car and see the fireworks.. didn't get the chance to take photo of the fireworks cuz it's too far from the cable car.. =D
yawn! tired le..
again, wish everyone happy new year!! have a great year ahead!!

act fierce lehs! lol

2006-12-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

tomorrow i'll be starting work at Vivo city..
so happy cause my darling also at Vivo working..
dunno i'll be free to blog if i start working..
i'll let pictures take over my words..
have a great year ahead! jia you..

me and dex and whose that at the back? lol

julie and eden acting EMO.. =D
me and Big bird..

2006-12-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

during Christmas Day, meet up with Dex and went to Parkway..
went to find Jane and HaiLun again..
actually decided to watch movie, but all movies were like not available or sold out..
didn't know where to go and very hungry..
so we took bus to geylang and eat fish steamboat!
Julie and Eden then join us when we are bout to eat..
was super full, and still they wanna go eat bean curd..
eat till my stomach gonna get bloated! lol..

before clubbin..after clubbin.. lolsdex, eden, julie and half me! =S

Julie, Dex and me at Phuture.. Merry Xmas~

look at those mess after clubbin.. =D

2006-12-26T03:06:00.001+08:00

MERRY X`MAS
to my family, friends & to the whole world!!

Christmas eve and was Dex book out day!
when to his house and meet him.. first time to see him botak!
looks okay but his head looks BIG..
then went down to parkway to find Jane and HaiLun.
Dex bought a cap, cause he cannot tahan his botak head i guess.. hees
then went shopping with Dex and i spent $$ on Chanel Eyeliner for Jane's present
and Dex spent $$ on a voodoo doll for Hailun..
hees thanks for that cheapo cookies and JANE keep your promise okay? =D
Eden came to look for us at parkway and wanna join us to go clubbin at z0uk..
Julie wanna join too but underage! it's a hassle.
need to go Tampines meet her then Eden need to go his friend there to take identity card.
and the time is 11pm.
know what? we count down at MRT station.. args
when we reach z0uk, it's not crowded but we missed the fun! *sob sob..
hope my new year count down would not be like this!

omg i keep having habits of sleeping 12 hours a day.. anyway is nice sleeping, but i feel i'm wasting my time sleeping.. hees

after watching 'Full House', i find Rain very Handsome and sometimes cute..
dunno is because of his acting or he's really cute!
sounds like I'm crazy over him..
actually he's really handsome! why?
he has a great body and he's tall..
he's dancing is really GOOD!
whatever it is, he's talented, he's cute, he's handsome...
his smile really melt my heart.. =X
dun believe? go watch 'full house' lor! hees
what i like bout him is his lips.. =D
dunno why, i just love his lips! hees..

how i wish i can see him in real person and hug him..
maybe kiss him,better still be my boyfriend *dreaming

(upload my photos next time i blog =D )

2006-12-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

finally, he's here! my boy came to my house. hees but he's on his way to work now.. =p
need to go my ah ma's house to help her with cooking cause today she's praying some more her leg is not convenient to move around.
so i'll jus upload some photo and go..

i miss Moo Moo in da House!

'wan sui' to us! hees
yea it's a condom! but it's edible wor.. wanna try?

2006-12-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

went to loyang tua pek gong to pray with charlotte, to thank back for blessing me the whole year.. =D when we reached there, we really don't know how to thank back!
shou mang jiao luan!! lols
anyway, we took our time to pray back..
we also saw 'sun wu kong'!
after that we went to changi village to eat nasi lemak!
then took bus home, and i went to my grandma house again!

after i meet up with jess, Sophia, Gary, choon cheong and yinn and went to z0uk!
super damn lots ppl! heard one person say 'looks like the whole Singapore is here'
lols and Sophia keep repeating the sentence.
z0uk and phuture is full of people, and squeezing is needed!

we went to phuture, an irritating guy keep pushing us, choon cheong aka our body guard! lols he keep pushing him back, then a unknown guy asked me if the guy is bothering us? i said yea, obviously! then he asked his friend to help to get tat guy away! irritating man... but thanks to those unknown guys.. hees..

sophia darlin, me and jessica

2006-12-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy!!

MONDAY
meet up with Xiong and Julie and went to Bugis shopping..
i haven get my pay, so i only see without buying..
but at night after i get my pay, shopping again lor!
lols.. my SHE concert to me is very near to me, cuz i pass half of the concert money to Julie le.. =D

caught xiong eating 'bin bin' in the bus!

"bin bin" tongue!

TUESDAY
went to my grandma's house..

ah ma: so you know what day is today?
me: how i know ar..
ah ma: u guess..
me: Christmas day? ( obviously it's not Christmas and i said that!)
ah ma: no..

after that i went to bedok interchange to buy her a new clock cuz her house one is spoilt..
and bought a cake too..
so i went back that time..

ah gong: got buy cake?
me: got.. u wanna eat ar?
ah ma: today is me and ah gong's birthday!

it's their anniversary! funny is tat they fight over how many years was it.. 45 or 46 years? lols

2006-12-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday i got a call from my auntie and said that her sister who took care of me when i was small had a brain tumor. *stunned. i thought this type of things i only see on TV. heard from my auntie, she said that she got her hair shaved off, and she cried.. this Wednesday she'll be having her operation and my ah ma will be alone at home, whom just finish her operation also so tomoro i'll visit her if not she very lonely and maybe wednesday, thursday so on till i start work..

*my darling's ah ma just passed away. *sob

2006-12-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

Dex went for army le! and he didn't even tell me. i thought nothing when Julie, Xiong, Jane they all can't find him and they found something amiss.. even Dex's mum wanna hide the truth for him.. why he didn't wanna tell us? scared we will cry when he go army? lol.. won't lor!!
*sob sob sob..

miss ya fat cow! *sob..

it's clubbin nite with charlotte, jessica, sophia, li ying, gary, kaiming, adeline, shu xian, hui ting, jason..
*did i leave anyone out? cuz too many people go le.. hees
we thought we have free entry to MOS but in the end was free entry to The Cannery..
we still went in to The Cannery, The Clinic is a nice place but small.. and still got KandiBar and Fashion Bar together..
In the end we still went to MOS, when all of us can get in.. only kaiming can't get in..
cuz he jus lost his identity card and he got a photocopy but the bouncer doesn't let him in..
we spend time trying to talk to the bouncer..
but somehow he managed to go in..
lols.. he went to buy ticket and there we go CLUBBIN!!..
yea, fun but my feet hurt lots man!
clubbin from 12am to 5am.. imagine after finish clubbin, our faces were like shagness!!
sitting outside Mac having our breakfast then only me, charlotte, li ying and jessica took cab home!!

gary and me!

me and my lovely jessica

darling sophia!

naughty us!

this time with li ying..

chocolatee & me!

2006-12-15T02:28:00.000+08:00

been sleeping at home for the whole day.
supposedly going to Chinatown to see a person, and see if i wanna try out the job as bank loan consultant..
sounds nice, but no thanks..
So sorry that i didn't turn up as i promise, i avoid that person by not taking up his calls.. and i hope i won't see him again! please..

then my last time cafe leader ask me to go back to work.. i wanna go back! guess next week i'll call him and say i wanna go back.. hees..

tomoro's clubbin nite with my ITE friends!! hees

this pictures was about 2 week ago! lol taken by charlotte!

2006-12-14T05:33:00.000+08:00

in the morning, the sun is shining super brightly and later in the afternoon, it's raining cats and dogs.

anyway went to marina south to have steamboat with Dex, Jane, Julie and Xiong.
i realize i am starting to hate to eat meat, dunno why, or maybe i dun have the mood to eat meat.
after eating, we went to arcade and play game.
and after that we did thing we love to do.... WALK!! (cuz there was once we walk to esplanade, super long journey!)
yup we walk and walk and walk.. till lao pa sar..

between the walk we took lot of photos.. still got some photos with Julie, wait for her to send me and i'll upload.. =D we are models of the day!!!happily eating!

that's the new color of my hair.. XD

lols.. great day!
strawberry kisses at lao pa sar.. yummy!

2006-12-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

Dex : tomoro go orchard?
Me : Ok lor!
Dex : Ok, Dress Code: Formal
Me : Formal?
Dex : Ya, your I.S.O long sleeves with jeans and your heels.
Me : Heels?? can dun want?
Dex : No
Me: Ok lor..
(lucky lor, cuz jane and julie wear like wat Dex said!)

i woke up at 3.30pm, and it's raining heavy cats and dogs lor..
even with umbrella, my jeans is wet.. took hours to dry it!
i went to meet Dex & Jane cuz Dex's daddy is driving us to town.
later Xiong meet up with us and went shopping at far east.
then Julie join us after her work.
while we took train back to tampines. we were like idiots taking stupid pictures. lols
but most pictures are not with me. =X
they went to my house.
Julie and me got our hair dye'd!! lols..
my hairstylist is JANE!! yea.. hees
after Julie & Xiong went back.
Jane, Dex & me played tumbling tower! and stamp.
and they went back at 6am! =D

school hoildays is COMING! and i needa look for job now!
anyone to intro jobs to me?? =D

lol.. in da mrt! guess who's shoe is whose?

xiong, serene, jane & dex

the stamp we played.

2006-12-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

WORK=LACK OF SLEEP!
i have been working 4 days straight and it's super tiring!

i slept only 6 hours in 2 days and i wanna have a rest.

and yesterday they called me to work as the new girl there cannot work nite!! wtf

and they should be calling those who work there.. and they can say a 'NO' and they let them go, but won't let me off..

ya i know i very soft-hearted.. but i'm not a robot!!

okie.. furstation out! lols..

WEDNESDAY was my younger brother court case, and he's been given 30 months of probation*good luck huh! lols..
in the noon i went court with my big bro, mum and my papa.. waited for bout 1 hour plus for his hearing.. -_-''
soon to his turn, the judge was so called shouting in fierce tone askiin my brother question..
lols.. anyway emotional is in it.. =p

THURSDAY, yep! i went to school. after school i went my grandma house to visit her..
dinner time, i ate with my ah gong and my ah ma.. then suddenly ah gong gave me piece of meat and i took few second to look at it.......... it's a PIG NOSE! ahh disgusting, my gong put at my ah ma plate and she freaks out of it.. and he eat it! lols.. and i went to work.. hais

and i'm off to work AGAIN!!

*pimples is freaking me out! gone with it you pimples!!

ah ma's leg.. after her operation, dunno wat's that for.. hees

so sweet.. having a BIG candlelite lunch* in SCHOOL! hees

2006-12-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday,got my hair dye with Charlotte at my house, but result were like nothing has been done. nvm.. my hair didn't get worse can le. hees.

after dyeing, it's baking time.. thought of making cream puff, but due to last nite went clubbin.. forget it! do something more easier.. so i did Annin Tofu aka almond tofu with Charlotte.. =D
yummy! it's a secret recipe!! =p

2006-12-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

my days are happening! yesterday went Vivo City-Voxy with Jane and we were like tai-tai !! we did leg waxing, manicure and our eyebrown trim!! and was total was only $27.50 per person.. cheap eh! cuz it's their grand opening and i have the voucher, so i brought Jane along.. yups stayed there and get pamper for 3 hours.. their services is good! *thumbs up.. we both got a goodie bag too! got nail remover, nail base coat & other voucher..

after pampering, while waiting for Dex to reach.. We went to Cedele to get something to eat and it's free.. =p when dex reach, we went shopping!! for Jane, she bought a $80 jacket.. it's nicee!! and i bought a cute handphone keychain! while shopping, we heard outside got fire bomb sound.. so i went out and take a look.. FIREWORKS!!! omg.. we totally forgot that today was the grand opening.. we were so near the fireworks, and it's SUPER nice view.. i got took video of it.. =D

was bout 9pm plus.. we took train and meet Amanda and went to z0uk.. yea clubbin with Dex, Jane, Amanda and Jackie! went Phuture and z0uk.. lotsa of ppl! dance till my feet cannot take it.. the heels is killing my toes! that's wat i hate most.. i need a heel that doesn't give me pain!!

tomoro my ah ma will be discharge from hospital.. hurray! so i'll be going her house tomoro!!

manicure by Voxy~

my hairstylist Dex helping me to take off my hair clip!

i look like a xiao mei mei with this dress!

jane and me

dex was trying the shirt, i was wondering nice anot.. hees

Jane with her $80 jacket!

lil chick with a cherry which i bought at mother garden!

AT ZOUK

2006-12-01T03:53:00.000+08:00

last day at work! dunno ish happy or sad.. but it's pay day!
hees nvm.. after work, Dex and xiong meet me at suntec and went to Madam Wong to so called club.. anyway, it's a lesbian event.. i am so called force to go!! lols.. when i reach there, i saw my tennis coach!! omg.. but i jus act like nothing.. but super sians lor there.. maybe beacause of the event..~

..xiong, me & Dex..

tomoro going to z0uk!! yea..

2006-11-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

args.. SO pissed off with my pimple! it's distracting me and my friends! anyway, my mum went to see my brother in the lock-up.. so the nite before i decided to write him a letter, actually a lame letter.. but i won't leak out wat i wrote. cuz it's a top secret! =p

went to school today for accounts, yep learn new topic.. =D quite easy nehs!
after school, meet charLotte and bought hair dye and SATURDAY we gonna help each other dye.. lols..

today's my second last day at Cedele Bakery Depot lo! lols.. feeling a bit unwilling to quit, but still mus quit.. =D

2006-11-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday brought kaiming to vivo city for interview with my boyboy.. after interview, i and my boy went to walk walk then he went back and i waited for Dex and Xiong to reach vivo.. zhaomin also join in.. went to eat pastamania.. julie join in later.. after eating, we took cable car! jus for fun.. SCARY! args.. i was like let me down, but after a while it was okie.. cause got my friends, die also die together.. lols..

bear bear christmas tree!~

in the cable car.. =D

2006-11-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY i've been to z0uk with Ting, Jess, Gary, Eileen, Kaiming, Adeline & Gary's friend! =) but i find Phuture nicer! =D hees...

so beacuse of clubbin i didn't went to school on THURSDAY =) but i went to my ah ma house.. she gonna have her leg operation this sunday. hope she recovers well soOn!!

and today FRIDAY, i went to school cuz of my presentation. yuck the feeling suck.. but my presentation took bout 4mins plus but the last 2 mins were starting to be confident le, lols.. watever..

gonna work at suntec later & 11pm at Bugis.. hais.. go take a nap! bye..

2006-11-22T18:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday woke up at 1pm and bring my boy to interview with Dex, Jane, Julie and Xiong.
around 4 plus i left to work till 9pm and met them back but this time dun have my boy.
planning to go temple and pray at Loyang for eh wat is tat call? 'bai xie sui' as in to thank back cuz this year it's so suay for miie.. that's why! but went there, the so called information counter said that you mus bring oil, mandarin oranges and red packet to pray.
cool, we didn't bring anything to pray,args.. then we jus fork out each $2 and do the normal praying.. =D after praying, we took a super long walk and wanna walk to changi village but walk walk walk,in the end take cab.. wtf! might as well take cab in the first place..
reach changi village le, order our foods and gobble it up! lols.. super hungry lor! then reach home 2 plus..

needa rush my presentation, somemore my com dun have powerpoint.. thanks to Dex, i get to download a free trial and i finish it at 5am!!

today i'm late for school, and my powerpoint lost some of the data.. wtf! i spend 3 hours on it.. stupid thumbdrive la, lost it! then mus save inside the diskette.. but lucky dun have time to present, postpone to friday,yea! oh ya, got accounting test too.. hope i can pass.. =D

going clubbin tonight!! byebye guys.. see ya

POSTURE!! taken by DEX

group photo: jane, julie, me and Dex

bestest friend for 6 years and so on!!

2006-11-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

went to suntec with Dex, Jackie And xiao Xiong and went to the 8th Motor Show..
very cool!! and we went there about 7pm plus and was like super last minute..
and Dex and i bought two tickets and brought Jackie in, using some stunts lols..
okie.. first when i walk in, i saw this 3 car of Lamborgini lor.. super Swee!! woOof!
then continue walkin and saw Ferrari cars, Mazda cars.. and args! my feet are killing me!!
but bo bian, lao niang mus continue walkin..
if can,i'll start the car and drive myself home.. =X

haha.. hais but those guys keep taking pictures with those model and i was there helping them to take there belongings.. so ke lian *sob sob..
anyway i saw my dream car, suzuki swift! hees.. i'll be taking my license next year,yea!!
when the show gonna close soon, we keep taking pictures.. so i'll have many pictures to upload.. =)) hees...

there you go!!!

Lamborgini.. wOof!

Me & Xiong next to Lexus! lols..

this suzuki car is super ke ai!! but dun think will be out in Singapore if not i'll be getting it =X (can import to singapore ma?)

actually we cannot stand there and take pictures but we jus take la.. lols xiong was piss off that he can't take together.. (we got other ppl to take for us)

dunno wat car is this.. but to me, the doors are like wings.. hees

dex, me & jackie with toyota! lols..

Dex and me! Woof, nice car!

jackie drives me off!! haha

Suzuki sports! how i wish it was Suzuki Swift..

are we going to get paid like this? lols.. or maybe they'll give us this car.. =X

those guys take pictures with girl.. so i take myself lor.. lols..

love the effect!

hees..

we were in this super big lorry and took this picture! =D

met up with julie and jane and went to bedok 88 to eat..

we look like a family =D lols..

2006-11-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

okie.. back from Julie's chalet, tired! another dirrty chalet.. this time round, the cake make my hair stinks! args.. i HATE it so much.. haiz.. so boring lehs.. dunno wat to blog! i'll be eating maggi mee this month le.. =((

2006-11-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

so tired! i'll blog when i'm refresh!!

2006-11-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

Friday nite, after i finish work i went to meet my bf and his friends at boat quay.. when i reach there, i call and sms him, he didn't realise his hp ringing.. after i finish walking the whole boat quay, he then call miie.. wt.. nvm.. anyway went to pub, i only drink coke, jus coke.. =D but most sucks things is the songs they played KEEP repeating!!! kaos..
after that, we went to marina south to play pool till morning! *tired-ness

the show 'Cast Away' is super damn nice!! =D

yesterday i worked from 10:30am to 9:30pm!! lucky was the time that flies fast.. i did lots of sandwiches, but dunno is it up to standard anot.. lols.. anyway it's cool working on that day.. haha~

2006-11-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

READ THIS GUYS!!
This is a very touching story, please read it slowly, I've read it more than twice....

ready? it goes like this...

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell
you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her
eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see
our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start
from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to
our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Touching right? lols.. that's all for today! =)

2006-11-10T13:49:00.000+08:00

didn't went to school for 2 days.. ops! hais.. working ma.

yesterday met up with Han loong at bugis around 4pm then we head to Pastamania to eat, i mean eat only.. =D again Vongole and a drink lols.. after finish eating, we walk aroung bugis till 6pm and went to Sim Lim to find Dex to company him to eat dinner.. and i ate again, hees.. Send Dex back to his workplace back then we went to Snooker there to play pool before i start work..
Work till 4am then took cab back.. stupid spoil traffic light make me waste money.. >.<

got to go work le.. i'll never stop working.. haiz!

2006-11-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

found my blog too ~~pinkiSh!~~ lols.. But i like it =p

yesterday went school from 9am to 12pm.. skip accounting and went to eat..
hees, can't let my stomach starved!

went home to sleep for a while then meet Jane at 3pm at Tanah Merah mrt and went to bugis to do some shopping! =D Jane bought a pair of shoe & i bought 2 tops.. hees

needa rush our shopping cuz i'm working at 5.30pm.. Dex came to meet us and we went to eat Pastamania.. i order first..

Staff: hi wat would you like to have..?
Serene: Vongole..
Staff: Pasta type?
Serene: Penne.. & a cup of sprite..
Dex and Jane interrupt to take their orders..
Staff: togther or seperate orders?
Serene: Seperate Dex & Jane: Together!

What's wrong with seperate orders? lols..

we went seperate ways after eating, Jane went to meet her friends, Dex went back to work and me to work too ..

After work, decided to go 85 and eat.. slack and keep overview the 'seperate payment' thingy!

2006-11-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY 5 NOV 2006
in the morning, dardar sms miie say he book out, going back home..

message goes like this:
("v")dardar: i now on my way home le, *** ** ** *** **.
i didn't reply
("v")dardar: i reach home le. i go rest 1st, ltr you come my hse okie, den we go out.
i replied: must go your house ar? Come out we meet at one place lor...
("v")dardar: i nid a rest 1st wor. i oso have 2 wait for my mum come back 1st.
i replied: then you reat and waitfor your mum to come back lor.. then sms me go where..
("v")dardar: okie. we go vivo city lor. coz dat time you say wanna go, den we nv go.
i replied: okie, sms me again lor..

and what, i waited the whole day.. he nv called or sms miie..! COOL

so nv mind.. i met up with Jane at bedok mrt and went to bugis to find Dex.. waited for him at bugis taxi stand and Jane and I thinking wanna eat pastaMania but in the end we ate Sakae Sushi.. i treat Jane to eat.. lols.. as her birthday present.. hees.. After eating, we went SHOPPING!! we shop about 2 hours and i bought 2 tops, a bottom and shoe.. and Jane bought a top only and Dex bought nothing.. lols.. finish shopping, we went to play pool then to pool fusion and waited for charlotte to finish work and went home together.. =D

MONDAY 6 NOV 2006
didn't went to school, but company jess to polyclinic then i went to dardar's house to collect the phone.. and then to bugis to meet Dex at Sim Lim Square and company him to eat dinner, i ate laska and that was nice! lols.. meet julie at 85 and it was library! haha

TUESDAY 7 NOV 2006
first, wish my big brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY!
okie.. today i went to school 12pm to 4pm.. went home get changed and meet Dex at bedok mrt at 6.30pm.. then find Julie at The Heeren coz Dex needa get his pay.. on the way to meet julie, i wanna buy shoe pad cuz my heels is killing my feet (stupid dex ask me wear that high heels), but he paid for the pad.. =D i almost fell down before tat =X .. from there we went to VIVO CITY, finally i went there! it's was super big.. can't carry on walking with the heels.. so i went to m)phosis flip-flop.. so damn relieving.. lols.. we went to Carl Jr to eat.. super full! the burger omg.. BIG! then shopping again.. =) this time a top and a bag! =D hees.. actually went to vivo jus to see the skinny snowman.. hees... i didn't see the skinny snowman till went i wanna go home tat time.. Jane and Dex went to smoke outside.. and SKINNY SNOW MAN!! lols.. so tall and skinny.. like me! haha.. gtg sleep le.. tomoro mus go school and work.. sians!

Schedule of my week:
Wednesday: Suntec, 5.30pm to 9.30pm
Thursay: Bugis, 8pm to morning
Friday: Suntec,5.30pm to 9.30pm
Saturday: OFF
Sunday: 10.30am to 9.30pm

2006-11-05T03:05:00.000+08:00

i love BABIES!
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they are ADORABLE!
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their smiles are so AFFECTION!
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and their laughters are CONTAGIOUS! *makes me smile!
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i LOVE babies!

look at those video then you see how cute they are~
sorry if my music is disturbing when you are viewing the video, hees..

but sometimes they can be really naughty! lols
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but BABIES are still my angels!
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>> L-O-V-E them Load!

2006-11-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

i was sleepin almost time to wake up, my phone ring! args.. jus 15 mins more to my day the phone rings.. if the phone is *someone* that would be different, hees.. BUT the call is from Vilan, my leader at my workplace. ask me i working today?

SERENE: ya, 12pm to 8pm..
VILAN : Can i work till closing..? because the Who not feeling well wanna go off early..
SERENE: but i meeting my friend lehs..
VILAN: can la, ask your friend to wait for you for one and a alf hour lor..
SERENE: my 'tat' friend won't wait de..
VILAN: Help out la...
SERENE: OKie lor! ( sian half le) hais...
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wat a day lor.. hees, HAPPY again.. he called miie, saw him.. =D *heartbeats triple times! =X
Woo! Super Happy!

2006-11-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

today went to school really make my blood boil to the highest!
9am mus reach school to attend ETP lesson, but we are late (thanks to gary and choon cheong for waiting for us, so sweet of them.. hees)
step into the lecture hall, that irritating, naggy dion lee ask a stupid question.. " why are all of you late?" no replied.. "where do you come from?" wtf? of course from home la.. nv seen such a stupid teacher! but gary replied her "overslept" lols...
after ETP lesson, still mus attend BCM, dion lee again.. Sians! keep talking bout our conduct in school bla bla bla.. what really boil miie is her understanding to us is F***ing LOW!! she want us to get a topic for our CA2, individual speech.. was deciding to do something bout "why is cigarettes price increase?" she say nope.. wtf.. i was going to talk things bad bout cigarettes..! like tat also cannot.. tot teachers are open-minded to everything.. U SUCKS LOR, dion lee!

so tired, after 3pm to 9pm.. COOL! hees

2006-11-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

went sch, but didn't went for elective lols.. then went to BCM and teacher say there's no accounting lesson.. so finish school early! Working 5.30pm at suntec and jess needa go for interview at 3pm.. so i asked her to come my house and i changed then i go work.. but in the end we slept! lols..
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after my work at suntec, as usual Monday needa go bugis snooker there to watch TV (America's Next Top Model).. but the show very boring cuz it recap of those girls been eliminated.. so bo xim to watch le, wanna go home, i was super tired!

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HAPPY! SUPER HAPPY!!

hais, i know i'm bad doing this.. but i really miss him! =((

2006-10-29T03:09:00.000+08:00

keep thinking christmas is coming soon.. lols.. but is gonna be very fast! anyone got any plan on christmas day? call miie out wor..hees..so i was browsing websites of Cinnamoroll and i found so many cute toys.. haha.. how i wish all of them were mine!

SANTA CLAUS, hear miie? i wanna to have all of the below! i'm a good girl this year.. =D really..

jess: i wanna have my big big tur tur!! hees

2006-10-29T03:03:00.000+08:00

yea.. went to S.H.E Autograph session with my boy boy and jess at IMM.. but boy boy went home when jess reach..we both Q up about 2 and a half hour to get their autograph.. worth it!! cuz get to shake their hands and all of them really smile at ME!! omg.. lols met up with Ferrari(a friend of mine) at IMM then went to bugis to pass money all that then went to Pool Fusion to play pool and go geylang and eat.. then he send us back to bugis cuz adeline went down to find charlotte.. bla bla bla..lols lazy to write le.. time now ish 6.17am!

from left: Hebe, Selina And Ella

MY TOP-TWO
top 2 points your guy/girl must have:
- a heart and feeling that love miie ALOT!!
- KIND & STABLE!!

top 2 places you would like to live with partner:
-MALDIVES.. hees..
-actually a house with him will do =D

top 2 places to date:
- beach
- anywhere also can as long he knows how to make a date works..

top 2 things found in your wallet:
- ATM card
- I/C

top 2 songs you can listen now again and again:
-Maneater -Tui Hou

top 2 books/Magazines:
-seventeen
-fatal seduction lols..

top 2 tv program for now :
-america next top model
-yu le bai fen bai

top 2 places u' want to go 10 years from now:
-MALDIVES
-hong kong? taiwan? japan?

top 2 obsessions in ur life:
-friends
-sleep.. =D

top 2 favourite food:
-tofu
-chawanmushi

top 2 favorite drinks:
-root beer
-H2O

top 2 favourite website:
-blogger
-friendster

top 2 things u want to do now:
-sleep!
-SLEEP!!

top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
-finish my ITE course..
-do what i wanna do! (but i dunno wat i wanna do nehs!)

top 2 favourite colours:
-yellow
-white!!

time ish 6.28am.. time to sleep!! NITES!!

2006-10-26T13:34:00.000+08:00

got f*** up with things in my workplace.. SO i'm not gonna work on saturday!! you all TAKE CARE~
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went school only for one day! lols.. die le.. CANNOT like tat! but very tired lehs. jus love my bed SO muchie.. nvm.. yesterday went to school met up with jess and zhi xiang bout 9 plus.. and skip ETP lesson and went to cafe 1 to eat yong tau foo.. and went for BCM and Dion lee treat us nasi lemak! lols.. and total she treat was 20 students like tat.. finish eating head for accounting lesson, as usual finish one question then can go le..
i spend lots of money! first i paid my school fees, $274.. *sobs
then went shoppping with jess and zhi xiang at TM & CS.. bought a lip gloss, $8.90 and a ring,rubberband and a braclet, $9.80..
tat's wat girls good are.. SHOPPING! lols..
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yesterday i and bf watch 'HELEN,THE BABY FOX'.. the vcd i bought on last wednesday finally i get someone to watch with miie.. ( is ORIGINAL okie.. hees) hmm the show is super touching and funny at times.. the lil boy is SO cute..& the fox was blind,deaf and mute.. touching thing is the boy willing to be Helen's mother.. really very touching!
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eh, now my bf making bread with egg and cheese.. gonna go try.. lols BYE!

2006-10-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLOTTE!!

18 years old le wor.. hope u like the cake and the elmo! hees!!

wed & thurs didn't went to school, super tired lor! lols..

i find myself getting fat lo! yesterday i went to find Dex & Jane and i ate alot! i ate hokkien mee, a slice of cake, fish soup, lotong, muthu dunno wat is that then lastly a cheese prata.. they say i did gain weight.. lols!!!

but i went school today, wat a good girl i am!! =p *bleahs! hees..

morning i recieved a sms from jess and said she's not coming to school cuz her leg pain and also

said there's a present inside my locker..

first lesson was the intermediate accounting, as usual do 1 question for the 90 mins.. lols

then went to locker to take my business communication book and i ask Zhi Xiang wat is the present was.. i touched, SOFT! sure teddy bear.. i thought was forever friend bear or wat.. dun wanna open when i reach home.. then charlotte came out and ask miie if i saw present in my locker, i said ya.. then she say then you got see the 'wu gui'? lols..

she accidently say out the present thing.. hees.. nice moments! then went for classes till 12pm.. boring!! keep talking to Zhi Xiang..

after class, we went to cafe 1 to celebrate charlotte's birthday.. eileen didn't went for school, she went to buy cake for her and brought it to school to give her surprise.. hees.. then after eating our lunch we head to Tamp Inter, eileen went to make card , shu xian and charlotte went to collect their phone and miie rush to Music Junction to buy S.H.E album and went to Toy'R'Us to buy a 30 inch elmo for charlotte.. then went to Century Square to find shu xian and charlotte and pass the elmo to her.. =)) happy ma?! hees..

then charlotte also wanna buy S.H.E album so we company her go and went home le..

TO: Charlotte

Don't Forget To Redeem The Tickets!! hees..

lil tortoise i always wanted to have.. *hope it was bigger! =X

my feelings are numb.. i don't cry in the middle of the night le.. is it a good or bad thing? but i cried in my heart and it hurts!

don't know why.. i really don't know what to do with my relationship.. i love you but you ignore my exist.. guess your life without me will be better?

2006-10-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

argz! my heels are killin my feet!! stupid DEX go buy so high heels for miie.. hees but i like it! KAKA~

2006-10-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

Birthday over le, school reopen!
first day and second day of school was COOL.. dunno why.. jus find it fun~ hees
didn't have time to blog cuz i'm busy and my small brother keep using the computer!
i'm a good sister ehs? lols.. i am okiie! =)) nowadays keep going out late with dex, julie and jane.. got lots of things to talk and never fail to laugh.. but very tiring make miie today never go school.. lols...

later i going to z0uk with eileen, xiao ting they all.. hee think tomoro not going school again.. but i'll study hard! kekes.. =X

2006-10-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

done by DEX KOH YEE CHUIANG!!! pain de lehs!

yea! i'm back from chalet! tired & PAIN!

Friends there: Dex, Serene, Julie, Jane, Jackie, HaiLun, Xiao Xiong, Nick, GuanWei, Jolene, Angela, Miffra, Zhong Yu, Joey, Charlotte, Jessica, Thomas & Dex's Family members..

woke up at 12.45pm, super tired and i haven even pack my things.. so i juz rush and put all the things i need and squeeze into the bag.. haha.. then waited for Dex and Jane to take cab to my house and fetch miie and go to Costa Sand.. still need to wait for xiao xiong to reach then can check in, and we waited for 45 mins for him to reach..while waiting, they brought two blue styrofoam thingy and keep hitting each other.. actually our room number is K-08,they think the room is too near not nice to play then they went to change the room and gave us F-04.. lol F4.. then we keep saying meteor garden thingy! lols.. our chalet ish 2 storey de! spend alot $$ *sob.. nvm anyway it's fun.. we unpacked our thing and slack awhile and took a cab to Loyang Point to buy our BBQ foods & ate MacDonalds.. spend about $150 le.. *phew~! those food was so heavy but lucky Dex got bring a portable trolley.. lols.. but still take cab back.. lols.. back in the chalet, once we open the door, they keep shouting ' WEI LONG'.. lol.. why? cus went we walk out of costa sand there a barrier and there's a name call wei long.. lol!!!! then jane went to draw the curtain and it dropped.. lol so suay sia.. xiao xiong went back to get his thingy, Julie & HaiLun came and we did a mini BBQ for our dinner.. and Nick & Jackie after the BBQ.. after the dinner, all went up to play, only me and nick at downstairs watch tv.. then watch till around 1 plus, no more show le & decided to go up and play with them.. and their game was everyone choose a card, the person with the smallest number needa get whack with the blue styrofoam name ' xiao lan' or 'lan gu bang' lol.. and i juz started the first round and i got the smallest number.. & there was 8 people playin including me, i needa get whack 7 times! haha but super fun lor.. after playing like around 3 plus, we went downstair and play coke with mentos, wasted two bottle of coke! haha.. then we went to sleep, not really sleep..cause very noisy, they keep using the 'lan gu bang' to hit each other.. the time we slept was 6 plus.. Julie went to work cus she start work at 7am.. hees..

woke up at around 1pm plus.. still slack on the bed and they start the 'lan gu bang' fight again! lol.. then jane was hitting forget who le then went she draw back the 'lan gu bang' and hit the hair dryer then it dropped and hit xiao xiong eye there.. lols.. then she help him to cook maggi mee as an apology.. LOTS of shouting , but is fun.. lols.. play the coke again but it failed! then we start to prepare the BBQ le.. friends start to come at around 8 plus.. haha cut cake time! the cake was oreo ice-cream cake.. haven even sing birthday song, xiao xiong was behind throwing water bomb! lols..after cutting and eating the cake, cake is thrown and smash on people.. i and Dex team together to sabo other people.. we use water bomb, colgate, powder watever we can find in the toilet.. everyone that's in the chalet was wet.. and is really wet!! lols.. i can tell you the whole chalet flooded! lols.. after playing still needa clean-up.. haha.. it's fun!! After bathing, we have second round of BBQ! Still left lots of food.. how I wish can have BBQ the next day.. lols..
then we brought in those BBQ food, drink beers and play games.. tiger beer taste awful!! Haha.. but I was not drunk at all lor jus feeling sleepy.. at around 4 plus we went up to sleep, but still cannot sleep.. still using the ‘lan gu bang’ to hit people.. haha and I hit xiao xiong once, he return with 10!! Haha.. my body super painful now and the knife Dex’s holding when cutting cake, I get cut from it.. =(

Woke up at 11.30!! late..~ faster pack and leave the chalet and went to downtown east there to eat chicken rice and go home..!!

THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING!! MISS YA!!

F-04

me at l0bby waiting f0r xiao xiong!

jane! with her 'lan gu bang'.. lols..

me & HaiLun

do-re-mi!

my new lil rabbit` haha

DS.FIVE.13

before we get wet~

see xiao xiong behind getting ready with his water bomb!!

i said: kaos,mine birthday's over.. should sabo you lor!!

my frens are so violent!!

slacking around!

2006-10-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

woke at 6am to work!! and i slept for two hours only lehs.. omg!! i finish work at 3pm so i went to meet charlotte, eileen and joanna go shopping.. but i went shopping with eileen first cuz they needa take pay...
after that they join us go shopping together till 8pm.. i and eileen go snooker there to slack and charlotte and joanna go pool fusion to slack.. (cuz eileen nv go work today that's why!) =))

yea, i and eileen went clubbin with her frens! and yesterday got lots of talk lor! =))
super fun lor.. lols.. i continue next time.. i needa pack for my chalet thing!!

2006-10-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

wat a birthday i have! HAIZ! yesterday meet up with charl0tte to go work together.. never went to get my i/c cuz it's only half-day so juz went to suntec to work, so sweet that my colleague cut a slice of cake and a big candle to wish miie birthday! thanks! =)) then work till 9.30pm and walk to bugis to find jessline.. dunno why keep going there, really nothing better to do like tat... then walk down to pool fusion to see charl0tte.. help her to buy food to eat, wanna eat mac but was too late le..so in the end, eat chicken rice =(
actually wanna go find my boyfriend, then he sms ask miie dun go find him, he went drinkin with his manager.. and i ask him dun go drink but to company miie..( **** this is the first time i ask you to company miie, is it so hard? damn it!) say wanna come my house and ask miie to wait for you.. in the end lehs? off your phone..! ( i hate GUYS!) and oh ya, you rather company your manager than your GIRLFRIEND!!

lucky got charl0tte company if not i really dunno wat to do le.. haha while she doing her closin, then got one table the bulb went off and the other girl tried to change it but she drop and break the glass to pieces.. then charl0tte was saying those GUYS playing not guys lor, see le cannot help is it! lols.. but in the end mangaed to replace to new bulb.. thanks by me~ *bhb..
she finished at 3am then we walk to another pool fusion to find eileen.. went there to talk and relax till 4.45am like tat.. then wanna take cab home de but to save money we walk back to charl0tte workplace lol.. then we see her friend haven finish closin then we help her do closin till 5.15am then take cab home.. hees..

white choco carrot walnut! (how i wish i got the whole cake!) =D

my colleagues!

2006-10-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

yea i'm 18!! can go clubbing le.. but i dun really like to go tat type of places.. but wanna go there see see.. hees.. it's my birthday and i should be happy.. later needa work so happy working for miie.. =) but before work i need to go and take my i/c!

yesterday went to my grandma's house till 8.30pm and rush home to change.. that jessline threaten miie to go down to bugis to find her.. hais.. ppl birthday like tat treat ppl! but in the end still go find her and buy Burger King for her.. not long i go back home.. haha i find myself really nothing better to do.. i tat time very moodless le lor.. hais.. then talk to julie on the phone for two hours cuz i can't sleep.. thanks girl! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SERENE!!

2006-10-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

hees tomoro my b`dae! sians needa work 5pm to 9.30pm.. before and after work dunno where can i go.. hais.. sians!!! yesterday can't sleep well, keep turning here and there till 6am.. **** !

got to go my ah ma's house le..

Happy Lantern Festival Day!!

2006-10-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

went to see lilia's blog then see she went to check her result so i went to check mine too.. hees..

hais but i get..

Accounts Fundamental > B
Business Fundamental> C
Office Application>C
GPA> 2.313 (super low lor)

sians lor.. last term i got all A's nehs.. cann0t blame la.. didn't go to school reguarly =X hees..

yesterday went to bugis to Sebawang and bought SunYanZi's Album and went to work, didn't eat anything then reach workplace keep complaining hungry!
so i called jessline ask her if she's comin help miie buy food.. yea she's comin.. =))
called her at 8 plus but she reached bout 11 plus.. lucky i'm able to eat half of the food..
get on working till 4.30am then do closing.. then jessline come back said she waiting for her bf to call her then she go meet him..but in the end nv meet her bf le... so we walk to 7-Eleven buy ice-cream and sit outside and talk talk r/s thingy.. hais.. tok till 6 am then go back home..

sians i'll be rotting at home till saturday!!

i'll be 18 s0oN!!! yea..!

2006-10-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

hais my life super sian lehs.. work and sleep only.. als0 dun have the appetite to eat anything.. now vulgar words keep coming out of my mouth.. wat the ****!! hais.. later still needa work..

BEST
1. Male friend: Dex
2. Female friend: Julie, Jessica still got lots more.. lols

LAST
1. Friend(s) you saw: erm.. Dex, Julie, Zhaomin and Amanda.. they came to Snooker Culture and find miie
2. Talked to on the phone: Jessline
3. Hugged: my pillow
4. Messaged over friendster: Da sao ba..

TODAY
1. Wearing & brand: huh.. i haven start changing.. i also dunno wat i gonna wear today..lol
2. Better than yesterday?: i hope so.. lol

TOMORROW
1. Is: Thursday
2. Got any plans: nope.. sianss..

FAVOURITE
1. Number: 2 & 7
2. Color: yellow & white hees..
3. Season: winter.. can play snow! hees

CURRENTLY
1. Missing someone: hais..
2. Mood: moodless..
3. Wanting: nah!

Q: First thing you did this morning
A: brush teeth la! lols

Q: Last thing you ate:
A: carrot walnut cake.. lols

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: my problems..

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: nothing.. haha

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: X-men3

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: eh.. not sure lehs..

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: my workplace lor..

Q: Who is the last person you called?:
A: jessline

Q: Been cheated on?:
A: i dunn0

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: i dunno lehs.. half half lor.. haha

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: one big brother and younger brother

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: yes...

Q: Do you think that the person youre thinking ofis thinking of you too?
A: ...

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A: beauty..

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: can ma??

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: eh.. not really to those i dun know well.. hees..

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: White

Q: What were you doing at 4 last night?:
A: Working..

Q: When is the last time you saw your mom?:
A: haha.. monday`

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
A: i not sure..

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: eh, two days ago..

Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: depends on e situation..

Q: What was your last thought before you went tosleep last night?
A: tired..

Q: Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
A: relationship.. hais

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting forsomeone to call?
A: yep` but...

2006-10-04T05:52:00.000+08:00

hais, i really dunno if i should continue this relationship.. i've tolerate lots of thing from him le.. should i end? or should i give him chance to change? will he change?

at work place, got some conflict with the leader.. and i am NOT rude to you kaes!
why am i having all those problems all at once..?

i very tired le.. tomoro still needa work..
get to rest from thursday and friday.. finally!!

i miss my grandma now..

2006-10-01T05:14:00.001+08:00

time ish 5:09am.. haiz i can't sleep! today ish my darling's birthday and i nv celebrate with him.. not i dun want is he have someone to celebrate with.. *sob

cannot sleep so i do this survey.. hees

WHAT T-SHIRT R U WEARING NOW?
`white t-shirt.. lols

R U WEARING SHORT OR PANTS NOW?
`short..

WAT TIME U WOKE UP TODAE?
3pm.. cus workin at 5pm at suntec..

HAVE U EATEN?
`yea.. ate prata with dex and julie at bedok

WHERE DID U WENT LAST NIGHT?
`em.. after my work i went shopping with dex and julie at suntec then to bugis to pass sales $$.. then went bedok to eat..

WHO DID U CALLED LAST NIGHT?
`em.. adrian..

WHERE DID U SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
`my dardar's house..

KISSES OR A HUG?
`both can..lols

R U STILL SINGLE OR ATTACHED?
`isn't it obvious.. lols

R U A NERD OR A MACHO?
`neither..

WHO IS UR GAY PARTNER?
`gay? lols

WHO IS UR LESBIAN PARTNER?
`no lesbian..

DID U MISS SOMEBODY NOW?
`ya.. miss him alots..

WHO DID U LAST TALK ON THE PHONE?
`adrian

HAVE U EVER HATE SOMEONE?
yea.. but it feel stupid.. lols

WHAT'S UR 5 LAST WISHES?
`hope i will have lots of money! so i can eat lots of food so i can gain weight and to shop for clothing and shoes!!
`good health to everyone..
`no problems for miie and dardar
`a better baking oven..
`5 more wishes pls..

DAR, WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2006-09-30T19:54:00.000+08:00

i'm feelin better le.. no more sore-throat! hees.. dun worry peeps..
can't believe i'm blogging while i'm working.. lol..
ops soon 8pm le... muz go work le.. byes!!

2006-09-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

i'm down with fever with sore-throat!! args

yesterday i almost faint in the MRT.. lucky i quickly get out of the train if not i really faint in the train.. hais.. work too much le! *sob..

2006-09-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

today is my tennis so called exam.. lol
and it's SUCK!
20 marks each for back and forehand
30 marks for serving
& 30 marks for volleyball ( stand at the net there and hit the ball softly)
think i did well at volleyball only..
morning got ryan drivin car and went to fetch ming han and miie to school..
after tennis went to cafe 2 to eat and slack, talk about our secondary life..
haiz super tired lor! yesterday i work till 5am then 10am wake up to go school..
then later start work at 8pm.. *shag
but luckily ryan fetching miie to work *thanks!!

i getting to see my darling today! so happy!
anyone free can go bugis find miie! hees..

miie and jess`taken on 19/09/2006

hees finally i scan these 'da tou tie' =D

2006-09-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry, dar.. i really didn't mean to say that to you on friday..

DUI BU QI`

I LOVE YOU! ALWAYS

i'm so happy when i recieved your sms.. really! and u said those to miie =))

`muacks!

busy busy busy..

i'm gonna be a workaholic le..

i need $$

2006-09-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

so tired and no mood..
my life is so meaningless!

2006-09-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

today i dun need to w0rk! cause th0mas wanted to work i give him to work today lor.. yea can rest but must go with dex to orchard, anyway it's a long time i've been to orchard.. =X cos i've been working and schooling, dun have the time to go out shopping.. =((

yesterday i went to my grandma's house, haha i ate the tonic she brew.. nice, it's sweet!! then i watch the animal planet, so sad that Fuji, a female dolphin, a cyborg dolphin..
was stricken by illness a few years ago and had to have three-quarters of her tail amputated, meaning have to get it cut.. so the vet there wanted to help Fuji as a dolphin tail is an engine to them, so he find one of Japan's leading tire makers to help Fuji to created an artificial tail fin..

first design they made it with silicon with belt to tighten it, after putting up they find problems like resistance and the belt which will make her feel uncomfortable.. so they decided to do somthing with it.. they came up different material of the fin and a clip to clip on to the fin with bolts.. but they thought it was a success, but after a month Fuji was doing a trick which she flips her tail so hard that the artifical fin breaks and she injured her fin.. =((
researcher went back to do more research, they tried different material that can withstand the strength of Fuji. They took 6 month to create another new artificial for Fuji, and it was a success!! she can swim like any other dolphin.. and the fin they made for her was free!
i am starting to love dolphin! lol..

after finish watching, i need to rush to work at suntec.. slack there also, not much customer.. while waiting for my collegue to lock the door i went to the Koi Garden where all the goldfish are.. omg there's alot goldfish lol...then went to meet julie & dex to watch 'Little Man'. So funny.. Kaka KooKoo..

she's my ah ma!

she brew these. SWEET!!

at Koi Garden (Suntec)

this is Fuji

Fuji got her tail amputated.. =((

the artificial fin which break

the final production

they help her to put on the artificial fin

she is so lovely!

2006-09-15T12:41:00.000+08:00

even though hoildays le, so tired these few days.. went to my ah ma's house straight three days! omg.. then after that mus go work.. and oh, my hp disconnected le.. anything call miie better! =))

after AFD exam, went straight to my ah ma's house.. and the time was 7pm!! lols.. so late.. then i ate my dinner there.. then have a chat with her.. she talked bout when i was small what did i do.. but i also forgetten my childhood le wor! when she told miie i have a habit, when she brought miie out and when going back home i would pick up 1 piece of dried leaf and will go home and bathed with the leaf.. omg i can't believe!
then i got a call from julie, asked miie to go bedok 85 to eat and slack.. so i went.. ya, slack there with dex, julie & jane lor.. pass time only.. lol then got call from jessline( works at snooker culture ) ask miie of i'm free tomoro to help out.. i wanna help out but i promise my ah ma that i'll be going her house the next day.. so bo bian morning go ah ma house, then go work at snooker culture lor.. nowadays i should be very busy working, cus i need $$ =D

next day, went to my ah ma house again.. went to eat my lunch and watch MTV!! so long nv watch MTV, so relaxing! my ah ma brew something for miie then i dun have enough time to wait , cus i start work at 5pm.. so now still need to go her house to eat.. but the thing she brew very nice! =p later still need to go back to Cedele and work! =p

WISH EVERYONE HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

2006-09-13T10:36:00.000+08:00

lately been out with dex & julie, monday i went to find dex at eastpoint and we went to city hall also dunno go there for wait, just slack there.. the IMF meeting makes us went round the place just so hard to find the MRT station when we wanna go back there lols.. they use the fence like protecting endangered dinosaurs like tat =X & dex was there joking all e way... plz grow up!
=P

2006-09-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

gonna fail my exams i think, really didn't have the mood of studying..

my weekends really fly super fast!`

friday i waited for my bf to come my house after his work, and the time was 5am!! a bit hungry so went to coffeeshop to eat.. really miss him alot! but i'm dissapointed on him.. then next day woke up at around 2.30pm, he play his games and check his mail.. he need to go work so i company him to take mrt and i go jurong IMM to meet dex and went to chalet after tat.. waited for him to finish work at 9pm and take mrt back to bedok.. cause he need to change his pants, bring his laptop, charger and everything la.. haha then waited at his void deck with jane and dex for julie.. but while waiting, jane keep complaining bout his bf.. lol.. then we took cab to fetch julie at her house there and went to the chalet at coasta sands.. oh ya, tat chalet was xiao xiong's gf invite de.. but xiao xiong's brother birthday also.. lol feel paiseh coz i dun really know xiao xiong's gf , but thank you for inviting miie.. but i stil wanna wish her & his brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! at the chalet, startin didn't have much things to do juz sit and chat with each other.. jane going to her friend's chalet at downtown east and we company her to there and go cheers to buy beers and cigarette.. cannot buy beers cuz after 1am cannot buy.. lol suay lor.. =)) went back chalet, left miie, julie and dex.. eat a lil bit of food, then they decided to go out and buy beer.. so three of us and his brother, we walk out to take cab to nearest 7-11, lucky the shop ass. let us buy the beer.. haha and somebody complain that the beer very heavy dun wanna walk back to e chalet, so we took cab back lor.. lol.. now the chalet left not much ppl.. so we went inside the room and play dai dee till 6am plus then sleep.. super tiring and headache lor..

that's how my weekends goes..

waitin for dex to finish work (IMM)

simply love the effect.. lol

2006-09-07T17:01:00.000+08:00

yep, i've done my hair..

done my i/c..

but no $$ le.. *sob

exams coming le..

bleahs** lol...

smile!!

last picture of miie with straight hair.. =D

=))

he's sooo handsome lor..